I Know How You Feel Inside! I've Been There Before

There's some painful wounds in your life
which begin to permeate your body like a worm
And separate your soul from others

Maybe Sadegh Hedayat (because of this unlikely translation)

Toefl Preparation 5: Compare Yourself Today and Yourself Five Years Ago

As the years pass and you grow older there might be many changes in your life. Making friends, falling in love, graduating, and many other events could make such changes, and some times could make such a big revolution to your life which could make you completely different person from whom you are. In fact, a real person you face today or tomorrow might have a world of difference with the same you see before. I, myself, have had a lot of variations since five years ago that hardly can count them. Let me at below explain some important ones in details.

Putting down my ancient piousness in Islam which had made me moody, I approached communicating better in society, especially with my classmates. Moreover I found many pleasures that I had never tried enjoying them before. Since then, I could be easily able to make friends more and more, and be honest to them as back of my hand. Then, as soon as possible my moody manners differ to such a delighted one.

As soon as relieving the moodiness of being devout, I see myself much busier in listening to the news, and also much more interested in arts as well as reading my lessons. From a person who had had no desire in paying attention to the world around, I have changed to a one who is more often trying to understand the people and their pain in each situation and position.

Nowadays I respect my parents much more than before. Day by day as you grow older, you engage with your life and related problems more and more. Then you could see what your parents have suffered with bringing you up, as much as you can feel the weight of their love with your heart especially when they are sick.

To put it briefly, at the time there is a world of difference between me today, and me by five years ago. It's somehow the nature of human being because there is no way to be stable except being a dead.


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Masht mammad's comment: It's memorial, no cerrect version will be presented later!